by
Adrian Matejka
So
Far to Go
-- after St. Joe Louis Surrounded
by Snakes (1982)
Jean-Michel
Basquiat
In
the purplish clutch between evening & more
evening,
boys smoked cigarettes down to their minty
ends
& talked about ass like mad hams & hips
like
pow, mouths curling with avid adornment & vivid
hands
shaping the air – palms down to palms up
in
half circles of perplexity. The C shape the tobacco
still
glowing between fingers makes is the closest
any
one of these boys will get to a girl's hip today.
Which
is why these boys, in thin tanks & hopeless
shirts,
cut conversations easily from Watch how I get
at
her to Knuckle up, fool, throwing shoulders & fists
at
each other like minor superheroes with no villains
to
fight. No capes in bare knuckles. No saving the block
either
because every swing breaks something.
Outta
Here Blacks
As
soon as mom married Pops: off
to
the suburbs, realm of glamorously-
blue
swimming pools & outdoor
recess
every warm day. Carpools
&
a spinning rack full of comic books
out
front at the Village Party.
No
doubt: we were out of Carriage
House
like kids when the sub turns
his
back. We were out like juice boxes
squeezed
out during lunch. We were
nowhere
near our old neighborhood
like
a well-organized protest.
No
moving truck coming out because
we
didn't have anything to move out.
We were so out of there I had to dial
long
distance to tell Garrett we moved
out.
We were outside our chalk-outlined
piece
of town like a bad pitch. We
outlied
that old spot like perfectly-
spelled
gentrifications. We were
as
out of bounds as the how & why
of
black kids with two white parents.
Desegregation
out here. I got some
ice
cream out here like a weak Eddie
Murphy
impersonation at the water-
cooler.
We were as far out & off-
color
as a black joke in our well-
festooned, nearly new neighborhood.
festooned, nearly new neighborhood.
From
The American Poetry Review, March/April 2016.