by Robert MacFarlane
from Landmarks
What did I see that morning? Hot winter sun on the
face's brink but seen as gold. Air, still, blue. Tremors
at the edge of vision: quick dark curve and slow
straight line over green, old in the eye. Intersection,
schrapnel of down, grey drop to drop, flail and
clatter, four chops and the black star away with quick
wing flicks.
Let me tell that again, clearer now, if clear is right.
What did I see that morning? A green field dropping
citywards. The narrow track at the bronze wood's
border. The sun low, but strong in the cold. Then
odd forms glimpsed in the eye's selvedge. The
straight line (grey) the flight -path of a wood pigeon
passing over the field. The fast curve (dark) the kill-
path of a peregrine cutting south from the height of
the beech tops. The pigeon is half struck but not
clutched, chest-feathers blossom, it falls to the low
cover of the crop and flails for safety to a hedge.
The falcon rises to strike down again, misses, rises,
misses again, two more rises and two more misses,
the pigeon makes the hedge and as I rush the wood-
dge to close the gap the falcon, tired, lifts and
turns and flies off east and fast over the summits of
the hilltop trees, with quick sculling wing flicks.
And let me tell it one last time, clearer still perhaps.
What did I see that morning? It was windless and
late autumn. The sky was milky blue, and rich
leaves drifted in the path verges, thrown from the
trees by a night frost and a gale not long since
dropped away . . . A thin path leads to the woods,
a path that I have walked or run every few days for
the last ten years, and thereby come to know its
usual creatures, colours and weathers. I reached the
fringe of the beech wood, where the trees meet a big
sloping field of rapeseed, when my eye was caught
by strange shapes and vectors: the long slow flight of
a pigeon over the dangerous open of the field, and
the quick striking curve of a sparrowhawk – no, a
peregrine, somehow a peregrine, unmistakably a
peregrine – closing to it from height. The falcon
slashed at the pigeon, half hit it, sent up a puff of
down; the bird dropped into the rape and panicked
towards the cover of the hawthorn hedge. The falcon
rose and fell upon it as it showed above the surface
of the crop striking four more times but missing each
time. I ran to get closer, along the fringe of the
wood, but the falcon saw me coming, had known I
was an agent in the drama since before it had first
struck, and so it lifted and flew off east over the beech
tops, black against the blue sky, its crossbow profile . .
. its 'cloud-biting anchor shape' – unmistakable in
silhouette, as my blood thudded.