The presence of some small god

                                             by Mary Oliver

AFTER READING LUCRETIUS, I GO TO THE POND 

The slippery green frog

that went to his death

in the heron's pink throat

was my small brother,

and the heron

with the white plumes

like a crown on his head

who is washing now his great sword-beak

in the shining pond

is my tall thin brother.

My heart dresses in black

and dances.

LITTLE CRAZY LOVE SONG

I don't want eventual,

I want soon.

It's 5 a.m. It's noon.

It's dusk falling to dark.

I listen to music.

I eat up a few wild poems

while time creeps along

as though it's got all day.

This is what I have.

The dull hangover of waiting,

the blush of my heart on the damp grass,

the flower-faced moon.

A gull broods on the shore

where a moment ago there were two.

Softly my right hand fondles my left hand

as though it were you.

FORGIVE ME

Angels are wonderful but they are so, well, aloof.

It's what I sense in the mud and the roots of the

trees, or the well, or the barn, or the rock with

its citron map of lichen that halts my feet and

makes my eyes flare, feeling the presence of some

spirit, some small god, who abides there.

If I were a perfect person, I would be bowing

continuously.
I'm not, though I pause wherever I feel this

holiness, which is why I' often so late coming

back from wherever I went.

Forgive me.

From Mary Oliver, Blue Horses, 2014.