Dawn points, and another day
Prepares for heat and silence.
Out at sea the dawn wind
Wrinkles and slides. I am here
Or there, or elsewhere. In my
beginning.
II
What is the late November doing
With the disturbance of the
spring
And creatures of the summer
heat,
And snowdrops writhing under
feet
And hollyhocks that aim too
high
Red into grey and tumble down
Late roses filled with early
snow?
Thunder rolled bythe rulling
stars
Simulates triumphal cars
Deployed in constellated wars
Scorpion fights against the Sun
Until the Sun and Moon go down
Comets weep and Leonids fly
Hunt the heavens and the plains
Whirled in a vortex that shall
bring
The world to that destructive
fire
Which burns before the ice-cap
reigns.
That was a way of putting it –
not very satisfactory:
A periphrastic study in a
worn-out poetical fashion,
Leaving one still with the in
tolerable wrestle
With words and meanings. The
poetry does not matter.
It was not (to start again)
what one had expected.
What was to be the value of the
long looked forward to,
Long hoped for calm, the
autumnal serenity
And the wisdom of age? Had
they deceived us
Or deceived themselves, the
quiet-voiced elders,
Bequeathing us merely a receipt
for deceit?
The serenity only a deliberate
hebetude,
The wisdom only the knowledge
of dead secrets
Useless in the darkness into
which they peered
Or from which they turned their
eyes. There is, it seems to us,
At best, only a limited value
In the knowledge derived from
experience.
The knowledge imposes a
pattern, and falsifies,
For the pattern is new in every
moment
And every moment is a new and
shocking
Valuation of all we have been.
We are only undeceived
Of that which, deceiving, could
no longer harm.
In the middle, not only in the
middle of the way
But all the way, in a dark
wood, in a bramble,
On the edge of a grimpen, where
there is no secure foothold,
And menaced by monsters, fancy
lights,
Risking enchantment. Do not
let me hear
Of the wisdom of old men, but
rather of their folly,
Their fear of fear and frenzy,
their fear of possession,
Of belonging to another, or to
others, or to God.
The only wisdom we can hope to
acquire
Is the wisdom of humility:
humility is endless.
The houses are all gone under
the sea.
The dancers are all gone under
the hill.
From T. S. Eliot, “East
Coker,” Four Quartets, 1943.
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